Thank you for
Giving me your Eyes.
I see you only in the worst places
And it’s good.
Because right now
It’s Snow
That’s the thing I’m thankful for
Yes, even the nerves on frozen fire.
Pile me up in true White
Because you can see the Angels dancing.
And when I die,
Bury me in a place where
I grow like roots
A place where
I see the sky and the dancing Angels.
Even if they don’t see with my eyes,
With your Eyes,
The thing is
They see.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Await
This poem is going under rights for Images, the literary magazine on my campus. It'll b e back up when I get rights back! YAY! Happy dance!
Say
I didn’t say I love you
I said pass me the potatoes
I said I have to work late tonight
What I meant was I miss being alone with you
I didn’t say fuck you, go to hell
I said I’m on the toilet
I said where are the kids
I didn’t say let’s have sex
I also didn’t say you’re sexy
I didn’t say I burned my hand on the oven today and nobody was there to kiss it
I said it was about time you got home, supper’s on the table
I didn’t say we never talk any more
I said you’re ignorant
I didn’t say I think the rest of the world has it wrong
I said yes and no and mmhm
What I meant to say was teach me what you know
Let me learn.
Let me speak.
And every night when you go to bed
I don’t say I hope I am in your dreams
I don’t say I am pissed at you for screwing up my life
I don’t say what happened to us
I don’t say please forgive me for anything I’ve ever done wrong
I don’t say shape up or I’m kicking you out
I don’t say I am off my rocker, a total basketcase, crazy lunatic because you’re maddening
I don’t say I’m a better man because of you
I say good night
Sometimes, I say I love you.
I said pass me the potatoes
I said I have to work late tonight
What I meant was I miss being alone with you
I didn’t say fuck you, go to hell
I said I’m on the toilet
I said where are the kids
I didn’t say let’s have sex
I also didn’t say you’re sexy
I didn’t say I burned my hand on the oven today and nobody was there to kiss it
I said it was about time you got home, supper’s on the table
I didn’t say we never talk any more
I said you’re ignorant
I didn’t say I think the rest of the world has it wrong
I said yes and no and mmhm
What I meant to say was teach me what you know
Let me learn.
Let me speak.
And every night when you go to bed
I don’t say I hope I am in your dreams
I don’t say I am pissed at you for screwing up my life
I don’t say what happened to us
I don’t say please forgive me for anything I’ve ever done wrong
I don’t say shape up or I’m kicking you out
I don’t say I am off my rocker, a total basketcase, crazy lunatic because you’re maddening
I don’t say I’m a better man because of you
I say good night
Sometimes, I say I love you.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Untitled
This poem is going under rights for Images, the literary magazine on my campus. It'll b e back up when I get rights back! YAY! Happy dance!
Rainstorm
Thunder
Rumble
Rumble
Sigh
Pitter
pat
pat
pat pat
pitter
pat
Groan
Growl
Pitter
pat
pat pat
CRACK
Shuddershake
Roar
Rumble
Rumble
CRACK
Rumble
ROAR
Rush whush
PAT pat pat
patter pitter pat
Shhhhhhhhhh
Rush
CRACK
Shake shudder tremble
Just give me one more
Shhhhhh
Pat
Pat
Pat
Pitter pat pat pat pat
Pat pitter pat
God
CRACK
Rock rock shake
Shudder
Rumble
Rumble
Groan
Screech
POUNCE
Take take
Pit
patter
pat
pitter pat
Mumble rumble
Away, aw –
Shhhhhhh
Pat
Pat
Pat
Sigh
rumble
Rumble
Rumble
Sigh
Pitter
pat
pat
pat pat
pitter
pat
Groan
Growl
Pitter
pat
pat pat
CRACK
Shuddershake
Roar
Rumble
Rumble
CRACK
Rumble
ROAR
Rush whush
PAT pat pat
patter pitter pat
Shhhhhhhhhh
Rush
CRACK
Shake shudder tremble
Just give me one more
Shhhhhh
Pat
Pat
Pat
Pitter pat pat pat pat
Pat pitter pat
God
CRACK
Rock rock shake
Shudder
Rumble
Rumble
Groan
Screech
POUNCE
Take take
Pit
patter
pat
pitter pat
Mumble rumble
Away, aw –
Shhhhhhh
Pat
Pat
Pat
Sigh
rumble
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
All I Can Give
All I Can Give
Rebecca Jordan
I love the earth
So she said,
Hear my heartbeat.
I press chest and cheek to soft
impressionable
musky soil, millions of moments in the making.
This is not the earth’s heart,
but mine,
thudding against it.
Yes, but that’s what a first-tried lover would say,
reflecting in sweat-dampened sheets,
reveling in his own flesh.
I still feel my own heart.
Give it to me.
Give? It is the only thing of mine I have. Do not take it from me.
Give it to me.
Sunlight is not allowed here,
jealous sentries of trees letting it through when it suits them.
Perfume of rotting decay is welcome here,
where things grow out of it.
Cool, moist earth soaks into my skin, damp and worm,
but even that is not mine.
I only have my heart,
not even a sound
to ground me
but the vague recollection that somewhere nearby
there must be water using the land as a
private temple.
-
Rebecca Jordan
I love the earth
So she said,
Hear my heartbeat.
I press chest and cheek to soft
impressionable
musky soil, millions of moments in the making.
This is not the earth’s heart,
but mine,
thudding against it.
Yes, but that’s what a first-tried lover would say,
reflecting in sweat-dampened sheets,
reveling in his own flesh.
I still feel my own heart.
Give it to me.
Give? It is the only thing of mine I have. Do not take it from me.
Give it to me.
Sunlight is not allowed here,
jealous sentries of trees letting it through when it suits them.
Perfume of rotting decay is welcome here,
where things grow out of it.
Cool, moist earth soaks into my skin, damp and worm,
but even that is not mine.
I only have my heart,
not even a sound
to ground me
but the vague recollection that somewhere nearby
there must be water using the land as a
private temple.
-
-
I have given her my heart without knowing it,
as I lay between
soft mounds of earth like thighs,
between awake and asleep.
This is all I know.
I have given her my heart.
I hear her heart in me and around me, like she promised.
The promise of life persists,
amongst other promises she does not care to make,
amongst promises she refuses to give or breaks.
It is a slow primal beat,
with days,
months.
decades
between.
Decay between.
Her limbs find home on me.
Tickle of flies’ legs that lay their eggs on me,
Brush of cold nose
like polished stone
or whiskers searching for sustenance in me,
Grass and fungus
stretching
and moaning
possessively
thrillingly thrilled
around me
like blood
or flesh.
Her heart roots me, for I no longer have my own, and
I need
something to beat.
When they find me
let them say
The Earth has swallowed me whole.
A Sonnet For You
This poem is going under rights for Images, the literary magazine on my campus. It'll b e back up when I get rights back! YAY! Happy dance!
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